Listen to a reading of “Just Two Weeks”:
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I stand here before you
in my mother’s hand-me-downs,
in this world where mothers must work like they don’t have children
and parent like they don’t have jobs,
keeping households running and bills paid
while their hearts run around outside their bodies
on tiny little legs that don’t yet know where the wolves are,
but don’t you dare over-mother them,
or under-mother them,
or get anything wrong while treading laundry
and kung fuing the kitchen
and, oh yeah,
if you could save the world from nuclear armageddon
and environmental collapse when you get a minute
that’d be great.
I stand here before you
in my mother’s hand-me-downs,
with my mother’s strangled voice,
and my mother’s Pinesol hands,
and my mother’s weeping back,
and my mother’s feral chores,
and my mother’s loving patience,
and my mother’s gritted teeth,
and my mother’s inner beauty
that you never get to see —
her inner world of unheard symphonies
and unpainted art
and oceans of sleeping babies,
neatly stuffed into a housecoat
drowned out by a Helen Reddy song.
I stand here before you
in my mother’s hand-me-downs,
glaring with crosshair eyes at eelfaced manipulators
who blacken my children’s sky,
who poison my children’s water,
who microplastic my children’s blood,
who scorch my children’s Earth
to turn billionaires into trillionaires,
vowing “I see you,
I’ll stop you,
right after this dentist appointment,
right after this assignment,
right after these taxes,
right after this to-do list,
I’ll be ready to stop you
in, like, two more weeks, maybe,
or maybe two weeks after that.”
I stand here before you
in my mother’s hand-me-downs,
with my mother’s intuition
(two eyes in the back of her head —
“I can see what you are doing!”),
but my many eyes can only glance
before more dishes pile up
before the to-do list unfurls —
I’ll get to it, I’ll get to you,
I’ll stop you,
I will,
I see what you are doing,
I just need to take the kids to daycare
but make the sandwiches first
and stop off on the way to work
for a part to fix the air con
before the summer comes
before the heat you stoked
with dinosaur bones
and Canary Island loopholes
and the infantile ambitions
of impotent men
hits our little rental
(that I’m so grateful to have
so grateful I am
on-my-hands-and-knees grateful
your-cock-in-my-throat grateful
please don’t kick us out we love you we do)
like a solar wind storm
barbecuing my children
in this tent made of weatherboards
like a tiny funeral pyre
for bad women,
naughty witches,
ladies flying solo
who need to be put in their place.
Just two weeks.
Just two weeks.
Just two weeks more.
Just two weeks and I’ll sit in silence for while.
Just two weeks and I’ll write this all down.
Just two weeks I need to get this stuff done.
Just two weeks.
Just two weeks.
Just two weeks,
and I’ll stop you.
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I would comment if I could see to type through my tears.
“on-my-hands-and-knees grateful
your-cock-in-my-throat grateful”
Aren’t you afraid to get sued by Viagra for unfair competition?
Even Gloria and her “sticky interest online” doesn’t get anywhere near!
We’d have to go back to Erica Jong and Pauline Réage to find the same kind of erotically charged material that rocked our youth.
Anyway, if they sue, you can always say it was a slip of the tongue…
Translation for the puritan American readers:
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The tide is finally turning!
Uh Oh! This Guy Found the Bloke that Vaccinated His Child Without His Consent:
https://bitchute.com/video/NwPEDSU06tGi [19 seconds]
Given that the CDC all but mandated this poison for school children – and that means a lot more needles will be going into a lot more innocent arms – it will be interesting to see what the future will bring.
Seen the movie The Real Anthony Fauci?
https://www.therealanthonyfaucimovie.com/viewing/
“Keeping households running and bills paid.” This is increasingly difficult to do. Especially since the US’ ruling power spends the majority of its time dreaming up obstructionist policies and insidious schemes that undermine the US’ public. Is it any surprise that most of the world is moving away from the US’ rules-based world order? Capitalism is broken; it is not delivering to the majority.
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You’ve just been rejected; try not to be cross Robert.
Deep breath and a lot of gratitude — thank you, Caitlin, for this raw brilliance and truth.
Loved it and the spirit running through it. Spent all day with my 3yr old son inside due to shit weather.
Taking quick smoke breaks intermittently reading about the possible mass extinction event that may or may not take place. Very odd. 3yr old talk then reading about nuclear war then back to 3yr old. Surreal…
Love this & love you
ditto.
Not only was that very nice, visual, cutting and hard hitting, but it was guilt provoking as well, because for the last few days I’m thinking about how to get you syndicated knowing that you probably have 3 or 4 young ones as well, but this must still be submitted somewhere.
Attacked again, this time in a public library, I will try to get you two not only help but a bigger voice as well, but yeah, this poem may go down as well as the train called the ‘City of New Orleans’
Wow!
Please stop ruining my dreams and fantasies with reality. A nice poem about sunshine, fairies and daisies would be nice. If you continue triggering our young people, they may cancel you like kanye.
The ogres in Washington figure that we have whatever time left they choose so magnanimously to allow us.
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It’s not so much your choosing a life path for yourself in this present moment of history–perhaps truly its last syllable–but whether they will see fit to allow you that life.
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They make everything wretched.
love you CJ. Sometimes you get me crying, Things could be better but I’m saddened again when my brain softened friends quit trying.
Caitlin, stay strong, without stressing yourself out, for yourself and your children, though you all are more resilient than you may think. looking back at my child-raising days, when i was always looking in from outside literally, i can only say we survived, and i can only hope i have done some good along the way toward a better world.
So achingly true. Bless you for finding the words and the time to write it down for us.
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Thank you so very much for evry written word!
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Your true words help my days.
Love them/ you.
Beautiful and crying as I read this. Love to all of us.
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